I don't know whats wrong with me. Maybe I am the "Live in the moment" kind of person, but I am getting the feeling my lifestyle takes a toll on others. I CANNOT stay in one place for too long, follow ANYTHING for too long, or even talk to the same people for too long. It's not that I am thirsting for something else, something new, I don't know whats wrong with me. Sometimes I think of continuing writing one of my stories, but I lose interest... Its the same with people, if they are around too much I lose interest... Well, with most, but not all. I just lose interest, SO FAST!

I know it happens eventually to alot of things, but I usually end them...
But lately I haven't been, I just leave things and get swept away somewhere else. It's not that I am a complete bitch and I don't feel bad about it, I actually feel gut wrenchingly horrible about it! Especially when other people expect me... I go into things intending to be commited, but I drift away... I do it all the time, even in real life. I just drift away for weeks, sometimes months, and barely talk to anybody.

I avoid calls and don't post, message, or anything.
Sometimes I am actually swept up in pressing matters, but sometimes I am not. Am I lazy?! Is something wrong with me?!

I AM GOING CRAZY!